XOXO

HI PEOPLE I'M BACK!

Sorry for lack of updates! Noone reads too.. So no point also right?!

Anyway, I'm currently addicted to Gossip Girl.
Best drama show in town!

Currently in love with four people from the show:
Actually all of them are the main characters but i likey!

First..

Ed Westwick.
He's not exactly hot but definitely nice dreamy eyes..

Chace Crawford.
SO HOT RIGHT. I LIKE I LOVE I WANT!
Maybe not in this picture but he's so adorable.
My pretty boy.

Leighton Meester.
Totally love her!
Nobody messes with my queen b.

Blake Lively.
Hot.

I know very short uh this update.
But better than nothing right? No.

Okay goodbye.
Till next time ;)

Hateeee ttm.

School is so full of projects, assignments, tests, quizzes and whatever shit they can give us.
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF ALREADY.

-takes a gun and shoot myself in the head-



I. OFFICIALLY. HATE. POLY. ('cept for their camps :D)

Grrrrr.

Sick and tired of everything.

Self-defence.

I've been busy with school now.. and i feel so stressed whenever i'm at home.

It just feels so tense. It's as if i'll be "attacked" anytime by my mom.

In case you don't know, I clash a lot with my mom. I think my mom would die without fighting with me once a day. This year's birthday was so awesome.

I had loads of surprises coming in.. It makes me feel so touched but in a no tear kind. Dk why.

I'm such a crybaby but I don't cry because of surprises.. ever. Or maybe it's 'cause I kinda expected it in my head before that. It's funny that I cry so easily over what people say, or when I'm in serious conversation I cry because I'm speechless or because someone just hits that 'cry' spot or I call it the emo spot.

Anyway I'm just not happy on this year's birthday because of my family accusing me of neglecting them. On my birthday and my family says I don't love them indirectly. It hurts.. and they don't know anything because they're not me.

I'm so emo sometimes I hate myself very much. I feel like such an attention whore and I'm annoying. Well maybe I am but noone tells me that so I just continue being so.

-sidetracks-

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!! I'm happpy. Love family gatherings and pressies heh.

And then new year is coming. I wanna spend it crazy this year! Hopefully he'll let me.

oh friend, you left me so speechless...so speechless.

Defeated.

I fought and I lost.


Sometimes, it's easier to not fight at all. 'Cause you'll never get hurt.

Back to square one.

Hi, ineffablewords is finally back. I still can't use the url ineffablewords@bs.com cause someone is still using and she haven't update since 2006. Please give me that url :(

I know this blog will stay, and for long. :)
I feel really happy and excited already for this reopen of this blog.
Maybe noone else except me.






Whatever it is, ineffablewords, welcome home!